WHAT HAS COME OVER ME?

i have no idea what is wrong with me? i am actually, excited..ok almost giddy about college football season starting. this is not me. however, i find myself missing the byu fight song, the loads and loads of blue and white, the annoyance i have towards my husband when the tv is always on football. i miss it. i know nothing about football. lets be honest i could sit down and talk about the race to the chase before i could even tell you anything about the pigskin (do i sound cool). but i miss it. i miss going to the 2 games i go to every year and day dreaming about random things. are you considered a band geek if you do it in college? is it depressing to be part of the 400 football players on the sidelines and yet never get a chance to play in the game? why do cheerleaders exist? why have i always secretly wanted to be one? really, these are only a handful of the thoughts i have. i have no clue why i am excited, this time of year has bugged me in the past. dave becomes obsessed...lets be honest who checks their hometowns newspaper online EVERYDAY to see if there is any new news about their little high school football team. yet, i miss him telling me stats and scores, even though i don't think i have ever truly listened. he will become moody, depending on how the season goes. my best friend's husband used to play for the U so you can only imagine the trash talking that is going on between those two. i miss it. i have no idea who is where with in standings, but, i will cheer for BYU until of course they play UNLV (i don't even know why i do that) or notre dame (do they play them this year? do they play them every year?) and that is only because of the movie Rudy and the fact i can quote it word for word.
i am by no means a football fan and yet i miss it....this annoys me!!!!!!!