Sunday, November 22, 2009

I DON'T LIKE....

being away from my children at night
being poor
watching soccer with my husband
that my daughter calls me lucy
that my parents live so far away
pink frosting
snow
being cold
when i take a picture only to find out later that it is blurry
bad lighting during a photo shoot
cutting my finger (always right past the knuckle) with my shears
cold feet
being a light sleeper...i am always tired
saturdays during college football season
when clients fall asleep while cutting their hair, it can get weird
clocking in
throwing up, i honestly have a phobia of it
that my 2 year old daughter is in a 4t top and bottoms and a size 9 toddler shoe. poor girl!
knowing that one day my kids could be much taller than me and my intimidation factor will be gone
when dave and i don't get a chance to talk about our days
G and his uh uh uh sound
when my phone dies and i can't find the charger
folding laundry
the smell of bleach (remember that one mom)
not being able to get a double stroller yet, why are they so dang expensive!
that A has no sense of danger when it comes to the middle of the street
the fact that i am allergic to scented laundry detergent, i love it when clothes smell nice and clean
that i can't get my last 15lbs gone
my addiction to diet coke
cramps
that the line at in and out was 2 hours long and will stay that way for the next month
the way sour patch kids always make my mouth raw at the end of a movie
getting into a cold car
not having seen the ocean in 6 years
eczema
when my babies are sick or hurt
the price of uggs for me and my kids for that matter
death
illness
tragedy
not being able to spend much time with my mia
that mon-thurs are very limited when it comes to my time
that my babies are growing up so fast
that my babies aren't babies they are both toddlers
my brother and i aren't close
i am not a friendly out going person
people who have to be the center of attention
that i don't make more of an effort to build relationships with family and friends (mostly family)
that i will never ever be caught up on laundry no matter how many loads i do in a day
when i crave a hug from my mom so i can smell her smell of jergens and something i have never been able to figure out and just know it will all be ok
that i will never again hear my grandpa call me baby
bad dreams
gossip
competition when it comes to life
people who let money change who they are
baseball and basketball
sharks
migraines
stress
last but not least
THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT OUR FUTURE HOLDS....
one day i will come up with a more positive list. right now i am going to go schmuggle a cute babe to make that list possible.

1 comment:

Roylance Fam said...

I will give you a hug whenever you need it, and tell you everything will be ok, day or night..just call and i am there!!!! I cant promise I will smell like jergens tho!!